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101-Value Your Worth – The Degree of Awareness or Consciousness, Reflects Your Level of Self-Worth
102-Chaos, Effort, Self-Love - What Do You Do When Your Life is Chaotic and Things Don’t Work Out?
103-Lack of Supply – You Cannot be a Creator of Abundance When You are Attached to Lack
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Value Your Worth – The Degree of Awareness or Consciousness, Reflects Your Level of Self-Worth
Storms of daily life have slashed and bruised your dreams and they have wounded your hearts desire, because you have allowed the agendas and benchmarks of mass consciousness to dampen the worthiness of self. Many of dualities lessons and experiences dull your spirit, because you are caught up with mass consciousness repetitive controls, limitations and hypnotic belief system and overlay structures.
When you are forced to conform to the bureaucratic benchmarks of what you are expected to be, do and have will squash your hidden and unlimited potential. Frustration builds up, rebellion rears its ugly head and you fight with your elders when your expressions are ignored and unnoticed. When you can’t express you develop unsociable traits and behaviours patterns whilst a crisis and/or health problems occur. When you do express you are punished for voicing or living your truth, for being you, because their fears and perceptions didn’t like what you have to say and their agendas state that your human skills may not be up to par with their social status. The ‘breaking in’ when you were a young child to the conditions of society actually is trying to break your spirit. It dampens the worthiness of self and suffocates the birth of your true essence, because you were taught to deny the self and serve others first.
Have you questioned to why you have relationship issues; it is because you can’t love another and have a balanced and harmonious relationship until you can unconditionally love yourself. Have you ever wondered why you can’t love yourself, why you can’t accept yourself, why you loath and belittle yourself and why you dislike what you look like? It is because humanity has brained washed you to thinking you have to be of a certain appearance, standard and status to be worthy, you have to be well educated, skilled and well-healed to earn your worth.
To address self-worth problems can be broken down into 3 categories.
Wise or Foolish
Value or Undervalue Yourself
Depression or Balance
Let’s take a look at each category.
1. Wise or Foolish - Can you be wise and clever to be able to love yourself so that you can inspire and expand your consciousness or are you stupid and foolish to follow the group masses, like sheep being herded into a controlled cold room? You can be clever at a physical skill or talent, you can be a brainstorm at analytical facts and figures, yet you can be foolish, dumb or unintelligent when making life’s choices and decisions, you can be ignorant and unaware of what is going on behind the scenes. Many of these choices are made from the head and not the heart, many of them come from the influence of the masses, which is not your truth, but you act it out and live it as your truth. Consciousness can be high or low and it has nothing to do with being clever, intelligent or stupid or foolish – consciousness is awareness. It just reflects the stage of evolutionary growth you are at.
2. Value or Undervalue Yourself – Whatever you do in your life, don't sell yourself short, don't undervalue yourself because whatever you are aware of, you level of consciousness will dictate your level of worth. Avoid thinking too little of yourself by failing to appreciate who you are or by allowing another to carry your baggage just to suit their agendas - that appeasement, obligation and compromise will enslave and disempower you. Know that you are unique and that you have everything within you to attain anything that you desire. What you are within is reflected in the outer - to be attracted back to you. If you feel unworthy or undeserving that is what you will experience in your reality.
3. Depression or Balance - The way out of a stupid low depressive cycle is to accept it. Accept that you have been in a low unworthy state. Don’t put your depressive unworthy fears and baggage under the carpet, because that will put yourself into overwhelm, before you go into hiding by following the leaders of a group into the social controlled cold room. When you close the door on any unworthy, unloving energy it leads to a frustrated angry depressive state and when you close the door on any fearful and unpleasant energy you also close the door on joy, love and hope. Balance is to accept all, the light and the dark.
As difficult as it may sound, if you can accept your unworthy depressed state, without medication, perhaps you will be willing to discover the joy in your past depressive experiences. If you are willing to embody that energy through the deep conscious breath, to go into that low energy and accept all things as they are, to have compassion for yourself without trying to control, change, force, fight or manipulate that energy, you will break open your cocoon to see the wisdom, the joy and the gift within your journey. You gave yourself the breaking in lessons to the agendas of social conditions in order to force you to turn within, by learning to love and accept the worthiness of self, as you are and for who you are and for all your experiences. That is the wisdom and the gift within each experience – to travel down the dark tunnel of unworthiness and to come out the other side to the light of awareness and worthiness.
Copyright 2010 Pamela Skuse
Chaos, Effort, Self-Love - What Do You Do When Your Life is Chaotic and Things Don’t Work Out?
Many humans are starting to go through the awakening process, to become more aware of their spiritual identity. Becoming more aware of self will disrupt the hypnotic belief patterns within you and mass consciousness. The awakening process is much like the chaos that occurs when you are renovating your home. When you renovate your home you are giving your living space a face lift, which temporarily brings disorder to your daily schedules, everything is in a mess and your routine is in a muddle. When you are going through the awakening process, your consciousness is upgrading to a new identity and your body will also need to go through its own renovations and rejuvenation process. When your body is moving from one stage of consciousness to another, it also seems to be out of synchronicity or balance. This is because your body is vibrating at a slower frequency than your consciousness, therefore your body responds to your consciousness desires at a slower rate and it has to catch up with your consciousness. Also the mind can interfere with the process too. Therefore, the phrase ‘your house’ is a metaphor of your body, the temple of your soul.
To address your issues, problems and challenges can be broken down into 3 categories.
- Conscious Choice Without Effort
- Invite in, Don’t Fight the Dark Chaos
- Self-Love Balances the Masculine and Feminine Energies
Let’s take a look at each individual category:
- Conscious Choice Without Effort – Like any house renovations there is a waiting time before you can satisfactorily move into your home environment without any conflicting dramas. Your body also has this waiting time, as it will not necessarily move into its productive stage instantly. There is a transition period so that you are not overwhelmed. Whilst you are going through this period, you will still need to make conscious choices and with effortless thought put yourself in your new identity consciousness by metaphorically stepping into your new house. To step into the divine space is done through deep breathing so you can return and be in your body, grounded in your safe now moment space. When you find that you are frustrated with your experiences, metaphorically, consciously put yourself into your new house and become the creator of what it is that you choose for the outcome. If you find yourself ‘efforting’ and struggling, wondering why things aren’t happening… it is because you are putting too much effort and struggling in the mind, because you are dwelling upon the outer world of chaos. When you stop trying, fighting, striving, controlling and manipulating, it allows energy to flow freely, it allows change to begin and it allows the wisdom of the experience to come in. As you open up in your safe now moment space, as you allow yourself to absolutely feel what is going on, it moves you to your next level of consciousness – through acceptance, compassion, wisdom, awareness and understanding from that scenario, allows your consciousness to expand and to be inspired.
- Invite in, Don’t Fight the Dark Chaos - When you can step back behind the short wall and observe energy, you will realize that out of chaos comes perfect perfection. This means that out of what seems to be difficult and different scenarios of not knowing how they are happening is actually a type of proof that you are a grand creator. When your life appears to be skew-whiffed, just stand back so you can adjust and break down the old belief structures. Be willing to release stuck energy so that you can give that energy freedom to seek its new level or consciousness. This means that things will appear to be chaotic for a period of time, but as you invite in that energy, to breathe in that chaos energy, you are breaking down and freeing old structures. Humanity is conditioned to obtain certain structures, to have certain definitions that lead to regulated expectations and results. When you are going through a chaotic period it does seem that nothing is working, but if you can absorb yourself into the chaos, to give yourself permission to dive into chaos by stepping into your new house, you will come to realize that there is a new level of order, it is different to what you know as order in the old energy world. When you accept the situation without fear, without fighting it, you allow the energy structure and pattern to change. It brings in a change because that energy is set free without mental or physical manipulation.
- Self-Love Balances the Masculine and Feminine Energies – To avoid allowing yourself to be influenced into chaos and other difficult experiences is to realize that this influencing energy virus is contained within mass consciousness. The Sexual Energy Virus reflects the imbalances within the masculine and feminine energies due to lack of self-love. The influencing virus is like a flu virus – it is contagious and because it feeds off unbalanced scenarios it only cares about what it can take from you to fulfil its own energetic needs. It denies all energies to expand and grow. It affects all within the unbalanced masses, if they tune into it through unloving vibration frequencies. The influencing virus affects you if you accept any unbalanced scenarios as your own, to buy into that energy and live and act it out. Yet through taking master-ship of your life, to actually learn to love the self that energy will not be attracted to you. The only way out of not attracting the Sexual Energy Virus to you is to balance your masculine and feminine energies by loving, accepting and honouring the self.
So, what do you do when your life is chaotic and things don’t work out to how you expect? Make conscious heart-felt choices without mental effort. Accept the dark chaotic scenarios, breathe it in, invite it in and express the intensity of ‘the word of the I Am Presence’, which is to breathe life into and express your desire and passion through the breath and the expression of the voice. With every experience that you have, learn to trust yourself, your intuition, and with all of your being, learn to love yourself, learn to accept everything about yourself, including what you look like, even if you don’t look like a fashion model and even if you don’t have the material or positional status that you would like. When you can fully love yourself, that energy if reflected into your experiences and you will be able to unconditionally love others.
Copyright 2010 Pamela Skuse
Lack of Supply – You Cannot be a Creator of Abundance When You are Attached to Lack
When you look around the world, there is so much abundance, there is plenty to go around and the potential to supply all that you need is huge. Why do so many individuals lack abundance and live with scarcity and in poverty, whilst others take with greed? The conditions of humanity are based on a win-lose situation, on a supply and demand scenario. Humanity believes in suffering and poverty, thinking that in order to gain something it has to be taken away from someone else – there is not enough to go around, you have to work hard to get just enough to survive, or that someone has to go without so that another can have something.
Energy responds to consciousness. As humanity becomes more awakened, mass consciousness will also expand which will bring in a change. Humans hate change, so they dig their heels in to fight against change, because that is all that they know and they fear the loss of control from what change will bring. Nothing can stop change. When humanities consciousness rises and when human consciousness seeks expression through change, that is when the old financial foundations will collapse, the old beliefs will crumble and eventually everything will balance itself out, to where everything will empower ALL into a win-win situation.
But in the meantime, do you lack the funds to supply your needs? Do you give yourself experiences that are ‘just enough to survive’ just enough to make ends meet? Are you always stretching your rubber band bank, to where it can break into bankruptcy? Do you feel you are worthy enough to you allow yourself to bring in a good income? If not, that is just surviving and that is not living to your fullest potential and if you are not living you are not enjoying life.
To address lack of supply problems can be broken down into 3 categories.
- Falseness in Your Attachment to Thought
- Express Your Creative Passion
- You Are God Also
Let’s take a look at each category.
- Falseness in Your Attachment to Thought –The falseness to the attachments to any thought, belief and habit is the key point, because you join the inner emotional thought to the outer reality and this is the façade that comes from your attachments from having a one sided belief or perception. To be unlimited, unconditional and free from the influence of your past is to understand the attachment to your inner recording memories. It is to purely observe the waves of its movements with total silence, with a quiet mind through the deep breath, in your safe now moment space and discern your feelings, to see that the key factor to attachments are just you clinging to your thoughts, whether they come from you or whether you are picking up on others thought-feeling vibrations. All attachments are based upon you being attached to a certain thought-belief pattern and conditionings (good and bad), which creates all your actions and reactions and all of your experiences upon its motion. In this case are you attached to the thought and beliefs of the lack of supply?
2. What Ever You Choose – Just express it - When you know your problem, when you begin to uncover the attachment to thought are you ready and willing to confirm your issue? Then, when you address and take your focus off your attachment, you can unblock your creativity and you can begin to create and express your passion that is outside the minds perception. Whatever you choose in your life, whatever story game that you want to play, just express it, play it, play with it, learn new styles, skills and tunes. Be entertaining, play with your life for your creative passion is your life being expressed. Do you put up with your situation and do nothing in order to allow energy to change? Your over-soul is not interested in your physical needs and desires, for it has everything. Your over-soul has only one desire and that is to move, flow and express its creative energy so it can live life, to experience the wisdom within each experience and express and expand itself through you – through your creative passion – your physical life – that is your art form! In this case are you attached to your thoughts about your creativity and if the expression of your creative venture actually produces a good supply?
3. Inferior Little Human – When you refuse to express your creativity, when you think you have chosen the wrong path, when you stay attached to a certain limited thought pattern like dwelling on the lack of supply, when you think you have made a mistake or have done something wrong, you go back to being just an inferior little human. You think that you have sinned, because your plans didn’t work out or some misfortune came along instead. The little human is a victim of fate and circumstance. What do you think you do when you are struck with adversity situations? The little human aspect will belittle self, you will go to pray to the superior god or seek validation in a hierarchy human, because you, your mind doesn’t know what went wrong, you think that something out there must know more than you, it has to know more because you think it’s not part of you, because you made a wrong turn and perhaps you think that you are not intellectually wise enough. When you pray or seek validation, you begin to negotiate with something outside of self and when that doesn’t work you get depressed, frustrated and angry and you feel that you don’t have a soul and/or it also doesn’t listen to you and so you keep it out there, outside of you and by mistrusting yourself you disempowers yourself even more. Do you think that the superior god or hierarchy human favours some and saves some and disregards others or destroys others? Is it because you believe that some will lose so others will gain – the win-lose scenario that creates the scenario that one person’s gain is another’s person loss? These are little human’s drama games of suffering, punishment and scarcity victimhood consciousness. In this case are you attached to the belief of lack of supply whilst expressing your creativity, and when abundance doesn’t work out, you feel you are an inferior creator to others or to an outside superior god, which puts you back in the position of lack of supply, which squashes the potential to create abundance?
You cannot be a creator of abundance when you are attached to lack. You cannot place an abundant energy over lack energy, until you release the stuck energy of lack. You cannot be an inferior little human if you are a master of your creation. You are a creator soul being, You Are God Also, God has never been separated from you, God is an expression through you, God has always been with you, but you think that God is separate, is superior, is grander than you, because your human mind doesn’t know how it creates and you make mistakes, so you hide from God, from yourself. Abundance is natural essence that is within you – a lack environment is stopping the flow of supply energy by the attachment to your drama story games.
Copyright 2010 Pamela Skuse
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