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Articles 66 and 67 and 81,82, and 83

Dualities Old Energy:

66. Dualities Old Energy – Duality Provides Appropriate Friction & Challenges – Part 1.
 
67. Dualities Old Energy – The Survival Game of Serving Others by Denying Self – Part 2.

81. Duality is Old Energy – Seeking Validation in the Outer Enforces Power-Role Games – Part 1

82. Duality is Old Energy – Living in the Past with the Mentally Figuring-Out Game – Part 2

83. Duality is Old Energy – Awareness of Separation, Fear, Control and Change – Part 3

 

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Articles 66 and 67

66-Dualities Old Energy – Duality Provides Appropriate Friction & Challenges – Part 1

Majority of individuals have difficulty accepting any new concepts, since they are so deeply ingrained with duality and their traditions, old dogmas and belief systems. Many will continue to choose to live in a dualistic world, which is the belief in opposition of the one force, where they will hold onto conflict and peace, joy and suffering or pleasure and pain. Their agendas will only side with one aspect, as they ignore, judge and squash the other potential. They will try to hold on to old ways, old modalities and old methods of judgment, hardship, punishment and suffering concepts, to only have a bit of compassion, which is full of pity, sadness and conditional love.

 

To address old energy concepts can be broken down into 2 main categories.

  1. Storm of Change

  2. Duality

Let's take a look at each individual category:

  1. Storms of Change - When you dwell upon the old ways and your masquerade stories, your experiences will intensify to create more conflict, separation, control and wars. 'What you identify with will control you and where your attention goes your energy flows, to increase and magnify with use'. The wars, the down-turn of the economy and the natural disasters are the storms of change and they have arrived again. It is time to become awakened to new expanding expressions of awareness. These storms are the disruption of the hypnotic overlays and belief systems in the masses, it is disrupting you from playing within dualities drama games. Many still choose to play their dualistic story games in Earth's sand-pit, but for you, what do you choose? The irony of the matter is that how on earth can you understand a new way when you may not even understand what the old system was all about, let alone comparing it with something new that the mind cannot even comprehend or perceive at your present level of consciousness?
     

  2. Duality - Duality is the game of playing opposite roles - the dark and light, good and bad, right and wrong, love and fear as well as the masculine and feminine role games. These are the experiences needed to fully understand who you are and what life is about. In each lifetime you chose the drama-games on the dualistic ladder of what you wish to learn and experience. These experiences provide the appropriate friction and challenges that you need to learn, by immersing yourself fully into an experience, whether it is about the light, grey or dark without the conscious remembrance of your past to interfere. It is to fully experience your contract or agreements, your perceived destiny seed and it is through duality that you side with one aspect and ignore or belittle the other aspect. However, duality creates a division, a separation between self, because it is an unsafe, survival energy that makes you feel righteous and yet unloved, unwanted and alone. In other words, a dualistic life has been an adventure of discovering 'Who Am I'.

Now that human consciousness is expanding, you may be ready to release duality, the separation of right and wrong, good and bad etc and begin to accept all things as they are. All of your experiences, the dark and the light, brought you to the level of consciousness where you are now at. There is a gift in every game, so bless that experience, even if you don't understand why the sad, difficult and challenging scenarios occurred. Through acceptance you can now move on, away from fear and the dramas of suffering and bliss. You can move on from life's survival games, serving others, seeking validation outside of self by letting go of disempowerment or controlling games.

Copyright 2009 Pamela Skuse

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67-Dualities Old Energy – The Survival Game of Serving Others by Denying Self – Part 2

The games of duality provide the appropriate friction and challenges for you to learn and grow so you can discover 'Who Am I'. Yet because duality is unsafe and insecure that dual survival, righteous energy creates a division, a separation within the self. Do you feel that the human ego can become so unbalanced, insecure and unsafe?  Perhaps it is due to the fear of what a dualistic world is offering. The games of duality have been strong to influence victims into disempowerment, yet it is the ones who are disempowered that have the motivation to step up to take a look at the self and begin a change.

To address old energy concepts can be broken down into another 2 main categories.

  1. Survival Game

  2. Serve Others First

Let's take a look at each individual category:

  1. Survival Game - The old energy was about survival, suffering and hardship. The human ego is an aspect of self that is there to protect the physical vessel. It is the life-jacket for you when you get stuck in deep water. Through fear and a feeling of being unsafe, the ego self can became egotistical, selfish, arrogant, vein, greedy and controlling in order to survive what you perceive as a harsh, cruel dualistic world that is filled with scarcity and lack. You then think that there is not enough to go around or that you are not good enough to meet the demands of others agendas, so with force, striving and through control you fight and manipulate to get what you want. On the other hand, when you allow yourself to be controlled and disempowered, your ego becomes squashed and you become more subservient, suppressed and unworthy. You then perceive yourself as inferior, to where you will give up, run away, retreat, hide and not try at all.
     

  2. Serve Others First - The old energy was about being in service to others, to do for others first. It was stated that to be a good person you must not love yourself, because that is vein and selfish. To gain merits from society you must deny yourself and do for others. This fear and control led to taking on the vows of poverty, unworthiness, a lack of self-acceptance and self-denial conditions. What can you give to others if you have nothing to give, if you are filled with fear, anger and hate because you are complaining that you are giving everything you have to others, yet no one is giving back to you, no one cares about you and that you are going without! Again, you cannot give unconditionally until you have something to give. If you are filled with the emotion of fear, suffering and sin, what are you going to give? Denying self creates moods and emotional bitterness, as well as creating a low self-acceptance, lack of self-love and unworthiness and that is what you are giving others. How can you serve others when you don't like yourself?

Humanity has many conditions and rules on what is right and wrong, but apart from the basic morals, many rules and conditions that are not co-operation, win-win based that empowers ALL, are just another set of agendas to serve the fearful, greedy and controlling bureaucrats. The dualistic mind has been so strong to control victims into disempowerment, yet it is the victims that have the desire to create a change to improve the self without taking from another. However, the abusing controllers are too arrogant and blind to think that they also need to change too. Why would they need a change when they take from others and get what they want? It is the storms of change from the growing awareness of the masses that will crumble the power seekers ego walls, as human consciousness expands.

 

Copyright 2009 Pamela Skuse

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Articles 81,82 and 83

81-Duality is Old Energy – Seeking Validation in the Outer Enforces Power-Role Games – Part 1

For eons of time human consciousness was so low and so often cruel and brutal that the individual could not carry their own worth and power let alone their own essence, so a part of their core self remained dormant and separated. That part of self has not been available until now, until mass consciousness was at a level of awareness, where that energy could be brought in without disruption.  In the mean time, humanity played many dark abusive drama games, ignoring the soul, squashing the spirit, belittling the body and placing the intellectual mind on a hierarchy pedestal that only demanded more control with the competition of higher skills and wealth, which was a field day for the ego.

To address old energy concepts with a hint of the new wisdom can be broken down into another 3 main categories. 

  1. Seeking Validation

  2. Outside of Self Enforced Power Games

  3. Gender Role Games

Let’s take a look at each individual category:

  1. Seeking Validation Outside of Self – Because humanity belittled and mistrusted the self, they bought in outside guidance. This imbalance led to seeking validation, advice, guidance and dependency from something outside of themselves and they gave away their power to the mass truth, the hypnotic belief structures and overlays of mass consciousness.  Many individuals gave away their power by giving thanks to an outside entity, to pray and worship to a God that they didn’t know, didn’t like and yet feared. It is a grand game because they don’t have to take responsibility for their experiences, so they blame God or Satan for their misfortune or they can rely upon outside entities like guides and angles for validation. This only created more separation, mistrust and unworthiness of self. Others gave away their power to other humans, thinking that they are grander than they, because they see them as being more skilled, more intelligent – having a bigger IQ and are wealthier than they – but they are just playing a different story game. They also became dependent on other people in their lives – the MC Sheep (mass consciousness sheep) that follows the bureaucratic wolves. Whilst they are victim to these games they can rely on and blame the leaders and the guru’s for their conditions and they can follow the celebrities wishing that they could look like them. The leaders are a reflection of the MC Sheep, so when the masses begin to change they will elect new leaders for a new consciousness.
     

  2. Enforced Power Games – A dualistic story game is about judgement, fear, ridicule and the controls from corruption and greed of the power seekers. This is because controllers appear to be very strong in an unbalanced dominant masculine and the suppressed feminine world.  Social standards are controlled by rules, demands, manipulation, benchmarks and agendas, therefore it is difficult to accept, love and trust the self, because everyone is taught that loving the self is wrong and selfish. When someone is suppressed and disempowered, when they don’t feel worthy enough to stand their ground, they become controlled by others power games.  Both parties are playing the game of feeding off each other. The victim-power games are about irresponsibility for ones experiences, often blaming others for their adversity events.  Power play games bring in the suffering energy within the masses, to where these games are acted out in a grand scale.  Once the religions played the fearful power games along with the leaders of royalty, but now it is the business bureaucrats, for they are the controllers and the dictators even over the governments.  The MC Sheep follow these controllers so blindly because they are seen to be so powerful, they are seen to have more wealth, skills and intelligence, so the fearful masses follow their opinions and advice without question, even to heal their wounded bodies. Corruption controls, conspiracies dictates and manipulates and it is the MC Sheep that accept these scenarios on how much they can earn that only reflects their level of worth by the perceived status of their limited skills – but power is an illusion.
     

  3. Gender Role Games - Human suffering consists of the imbalance masculine and feminine gender role-play games. Humanity has considered these deep imbalanced stories and challenges, as a form of sin and punishment and because of the belief in sin and suffering it created another role game that became known as the energy of saviour and judgment. These belief systems have created many roller-coaster karmic games through humanities evolutionary journey. This imbalance between the genders was formed from the original separation and this created the root cause of wanting to fake a façade and to feed, take, beg, borrow and steal from others – being the victim and the abuser, in search for this empty-separated feeling of un-fulfilment and loneliness. When the MC Sheep give away their power, when they allow their perceived inferior little self to be influenced, disempowered and enslaved, they will keep playing in the game of sin, punishment, hardship, suffering and an occasionally bliss, a dualistic game of being a victim of fate and circumstance – of being irresponsible for their creations and experiences. When mass consciousness begins to release victim consciousness, that is when the power-seekers walls will collapse, that is when there will be no abusers for they cannot feed off someone who chooses not to be fed-off. They cannot feed off someone who does not choose to receive a disempowering pay-off.

Many people dwell upon their old past conditions of their masquerade stories. But at their core they really want a change, yet their head only knows of the fears that change can bring. So the storms of change can become wild and turbulent to enforce a change. Those who are open to change will know that the storms of change do not have to affect them, unless they choose to play within that drama game of suffering and bliss. 

Copyright 2009 Pamela Skuse

www.whoamiformula.com

info@whoamiformula.com

82-Duality is Old Energy – Living in the Past with the Mentally Figuring-Out Game – Part 2

 

The old energy was about not being 100% responsible for all of an individual’s conscious and unconscious creations and experiences.  Irresponsibility is playing the game of being the victim of fate, lay-blame and circumstances, created by looking outside of self.  Many individuals prayed or meditated upon things outside of the self to create what they need, blocking those energies that were feared and did not want to be influenced by. They blocked out fear and they block out love from flowing in. Their prayers of a ‘good - yet better same’ were not answered because they focused upon what they feared, therefore their support team supported and fed them what they asked for, which is what they dwelled upon.  Technology follows consciousness and so does energy responds to consciousness - it brings in the change that consciousness is dwelling upon to enforce a change. Quite often, the change that humanity receives is not what their agendas want, so instead of seeing the gift in the scenario, they focus on the destruction, so their fearful games continues to grow from a mole hill into a mountain. Non-acceptance and resistance creates pain and suffering and this inner conflict means that the physical desires are not compatible with the soul desires. There is a separation from the physical to the soul-spirit-divine essence of self, thus leaving conflict and suffering in the physical.

 

To address old energy concepts with a hint of the new wisdom can be broken down into another 5 main categories. 

  1. Live in the Past Game

  2. Mental Figure-Out and Visualize

  3. Forced Mental Visions

  4. Everything is a Matter of Choice

  5. Know and Live Your Truth

Let’s take a look at each individual category:

 

  1. Live in the Past Game - The old energy was difficult to live in the now-moment, to be fully in the present moment.  Humans dwell in past events that created the ‘death’ process in empowerment and fear or worry about the future that created the ‘suffocation’ process of the divine potentials to come forth. Duality is unsafe and the unlimited grander potentials beyond what the mind can perceive and conceive cannot emerge when the mind is in full control and when the physical feels so fearful and unsafe.
     

  2. Mental Figure-Out and Visualize – Because the mind has been given dominion over the body, emotion, feelings and spirit, it not only allowed the ego to become superficial, but the mind cannot handle stress, because it cannot perceive anything beyond what it knows. The mind and ego is fearful, as it dwells upon the past and so it has no idea of what the future will bring and it fears that because of the past, therefore the future creations is nothing but the past unresolved.  The mind then goes into all the negatives and strives to get what it wants through force, control, striving and fighting from its agendas, as it begins to seek validation outside of self. 
     

  3.  Forced Mental Visions - The old energy focused on individual small creations like prayer, meditation, visualization and affirmations that created more control from the mind’s agendas. Force, fighting and control structures energy - it limits the potentials that you can achieve and it hinders the integration of all that you are.  What the mind desires is often in conflict with what the heart desires. What the mind chooses is often contradictory to what the heart is feeling. Because of this separation, your choices and desires will not work through force and control. It is the integration and unity of self, the marriage of all the facets and aspects of self that brings harmony and balance with your creations.
     

  4.  Everything is a Matter of Choice - The scenario of what you dwell upon is a matter of ‘choice’. You don’t have to be influenced by what is happening in the world, what other people say or do and you don’t have to even relate to what other people are emotionally feeling. What feelings others are sending out and what you are feeling is a reflection of the mental fears and limitations that the five senses picks up on and absorbs.  Most of the time it is not about you – unless your choose it to be, unless you want to play another dramatic drama story game. This is where your emotions and your mental visions can go wild. Most of these only reflect the outside influences that the mind buys into. Therefore, whatever you feel and imagine it comes down knowing what is your truth and what is the truth of others?  That is where choice comes in. A true conscious choice comes from your heart feelings and not from the head of fears, misfortunes and conditions from the masses. 
     

  5.  Know and Live Your Truth - To know your truth is one thing, but to live it is another. Can you stand your ground, even in conflict to honour and live your truth? Your authentic nature is not your story, it is not really you, but only an aspect of you - your story game is just a starting contract for you to continue on to expand and grow, to get you to know who you are. It is not your truth. Your story is based on the beliefs of mass consciousness – it is a truth that you have bought into and owned as your own.  Your truth grows, evolves and expands as nothing stays the same. You have lived out that story, proven it as true and now you are stuck in that web.
     

  6.  When you can see the grand vision within your relationship with self, you will realize that ‘power is an illusion – your story in an illusion’ and you cannot truly serve another with unconditional love, until you let go of the attachments to your old story and begin to love and accept yourself as you are. It is to have a relationship with self first in order to have a harmonic relationship with another.

Copyright 2009 Pamela Skuse

www.whoamiformula.com

info@whoamiformula.com

 

 

83-Duality is Old Energy – Awareness of Separation, Fear, Control and Change – Part 3

 

Majority individuals fear who they are, they loathe who they have been, they feel unworthy and inferior to others and yet slowly over time humanity has grown in consciousness, to become more aware of who they are and what the cycles of life are all about.  They know that there are many changes that are occurring within themselves and within the world around them and they know that things do not work in the same way as they once did.  The energy in the universe is changing and the earth itself is changing, because human consciousness is changing, it is growing, evolving and expanding. It is gradually transcending to a higher level of consciousness – of understanding, wisdom, awareness, acceptance, inspiration, sensitivity and compassion. Through the centuries, humanity has become so stuck in social organizations and superstitious medieval myths about the Self and about life. Rigid and righteous beliefs were formed about the human condition and so many fabricated gods were worshiped, stating that the little human is puny, insignificant and inferior because they perceive that they have sinned - and from this they believe they have to suffer and be judged in order to be saved.

 

To address your issues, problems and challenges can be broken down into 4 main categories. 

  1. Illusions of Separation

  2. Fear and Control

  3. Change and Fear of the Unknown

  4. The Awakening Consciousness

Let’s take a look at each individual category:

 

  1.  Illusions of Separation - Over time humanity has become more separated from Self, they keep searching for someone grander to come and save them from their experiences, they seek validation and dependency on something or someone outside of self.  Now, after so many centuries of living a story lie, many find it difficult to transcend these handed down beliefs and concepts.  This is the hypnotic belief system and overlay of mass consciousness that the masses have bought into - and you have bought into. You have owned these beliefs, acted them out and lived these story lies. Now, you have become so ingrained in these beliefs that you think that it is real, and your experiences are reinforced by your truth and the fact is, you can now prove that your truth is right and in doing so, it becomes a reality. But, it is just an illusion and you can escape from the prisons of the old world of suffering and an occasional bliss if and when you are ready and willing to! It is to know that your truth is only right for you, at that time, at that level of consciousness – you do not stay the same, your truth moves on, it changes and it expands, as your consciousness grows and if you hold on to an old truth, you become stuck and stagnant – it will disempower you.
     

  2.  Fear and Control – Fear is the greatest motivator. It is fed through control and manipulation – the control of self, the control from others and to control others and to have power over others, often through corruption, conspiracies, agendas, judgments and greed.  The human condition needs love, to be loved and to belong and this overlay is often abused from the fear and limitations of the human mind. Some of the mind’s limitations are being fearful of the unknown, avoiding leaving your comfort zone, being different, having a fear of ridicule and not belonging to a conformed group, as well as allowing yourself to be controlled through fear from your expectations and others agendas. Appeasement, obligation and compromising your core truth leads to mistrust and doubt. This only separates and fragments your soul aspects even more and in doing so enforces you to seek validation in something outside of yourself, as something has to be grander than you – so you think! When you feel unworthy and inferior you are treated in an unworthy and inferior manner.  When you think you are a victim you attract more victim relationships and experiences to you. When you do not take responsibility for your own creations, to blame everything outside of yourself for your experiences, you are a victim of fate and circumstance and you cannot be a Master of your creations. Looking outside of yourself for your answers only disempower’s you and enslaves your energy even more.  This has occurred because you think that you are unworthy and inferior, so you are not willing to turn to yourself, to trust in yourself, to listen to yourself through seeking self-validation and self-healing?
     

  3.  Change and Fear of the Unknown - Change comes as old ways begin to die out and new ways and new inventions flow in. Change brings fear of the unknown, but sooner or later you will soon realize that there will always be new jobs, new inventions and new perceptions and truths, new methods and techniques that will be born. Every human resists change and every invention is judged and ridiculed until the consciousness of the masses expands and opens up to accept that new way. In your present level of consciousness you cannot perceive these new ideas, and that is why you worry about how your young will cope in the future!  Unbeknown to you, your children already have a different level of consciousness, and they have within them the necessary means and ability to handle what the future offers – if they so choose! 
     

  4.  The Awakening Consciousness - The awakening mass consciousness is beginning to rise, bringing in the storms of change. These storms are the clearing of the old so that the new can come in. Change is occurring, the beginning of the new energy quantum leap has past and the awakening process has begun. When you are ready to let go of playing the game of duality within mass consciousness and are willing to get off the merry-go-round of karmic patterns, your destiny seed, you will be able to embrace this change.  You can do this if you choose to walk this journey and attract others to your own awakening wisdom, thus helping others to inspire and expand their consciousness.

The storms of disaster enforce a change. It is a change that humanity has asked for as some level, but due to a limited and fearful level of awareness, humanity only perceives change as being bitter and filled with suffering.  They do want a change, but only for a ‘better same’ – many are not prepared to let go of old ways in order to experience a true change that goes into a new energy. The difficult situation with the human mind is that the new energy does not work in the same way as the mind understands. To make the matter seem more difficult if something worked once, it does not repeat itself in working the same way again.  Old energy is reliable and consistent even through it is dramatic, because you knew what to do, how to do something and when it could be done – your creations could be repeated.  New energy is new in each and very moment and that is scary to the mind.  That is why it is important to learn to ‘get out of the mind’ because the mind doesn’t know beyond what it knows – so that you can trust your own essence to bring in what you need beyond what the mind knows.  Integration of the self leads to discover grander unlimited potentials of the desires of the heart and passion of the soul is being able to express, evolve and grow into an abundant, free, sovereign, independent, empowered creator-master unto yourself. 
 

Copyright 2009 Pamela Skuse

www.whoamiformula.com

info@whoamiformula.com

 

 


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