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Welcome to the
Who Am I Formula
Newsletter

JULY 2009

 

So far we have had a mild winter - just a few hard frost, but basically it is mild because of the cloud cover and the winter rain. I was out bush walking the other day in the nearby forestry, when I came across a large carpet of Flannel Flower seedlings. 

This was the first time since the 1991 floods that I have seen such a huge carpet of seedlings at the base of a granite rocky outcrop.  Obviously these plants only germinate when the conditions are right and it is because of the late autumn and winter rains, which we don't get very often.  Usually our autumns are dry, which makes the deciduous trees lose their leaves before they colour.

At the moment I am redesigning some of the story images. Two examples are below. All my artwork, including photos, digital images, body language cartoons and oil paintings are on www.creativesynchroliving.com whilst the formula reading-sessions are on www.whoamiformula.com

 

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Artist Toolbox of Ascension

Do you see yourself as an artist – to have a form of creativity, to express a talent or skill? Are you the creator of your creative skills? Do you see that your life is also a form of art, you being the creator of your creativity, you are also the creator of your reality? Your creative venture is what you choose to experience in life – you are the actor in your play, your story game of what you choose to experience. What scripts do you choose to act out or ignore? Do you feel that you are the maker, inventor, originator and architect of your life? 

Do you think you are the designer, author and initiator of your story experiences? Do you feel you are the manager of your life - to manage and be responsible for your aspects? In your artists toolbox are all the colourful utensils and means for you to discover your creative skills – do you choose to rely on old tools or do you choose to bring out new tools – ones that you haven’t used before eg your soul imagination? If you choose the new implements are you ready to rise, to climb, to soar and to ascend, so you can inspire and expand your consciousness? Are you ready to walk a new journey to ascension through using the new artist tools in your toolbox?

 Are you the black and white dualistic zebra that roams the open plains following the MC Sheep (mass consciousness sheep) or are you the colourful Eastern Rosella that soars with the Eagles. My neighbour said to me the other day " You cannot fly with eagles when you work with turkeys". The same applies to your life. What type of Zebra or Rosella do you want to be? How about mixing the colours on your pallet of life to create something new?

What you believe in and feel creates your reality - this is your 'Proven Fact of Reality'

There are 6 billion people in the world who follow the MC Sheep, who believe in similar scenarios - some examples are:

  • Cancer kills, cancer spreads, all lumps can become cancerous, cancer is inherited etc

  • You have to work to earn money, you have to have money to survive, and you have to work hard for something to be worthwhile - No Pain - No Gain etc

  • The physical body is all that there is, that god is separate to humans,  god is grand and superior and humans are little and inferior, god is outside of self and has to be pleased in order to be saved etc

When there are 6 billion people, the MC sheep who hold onto these hypnotic beliefs, it becomes confronting to step outside the norm to challenge these beliefs.  The masses believe in separation because of what or how they perceive their reality through their 5 senses.  Even if they are aware that they are a creator God and they see in the outer world that all the hypnotic beliefs are a ‘proven fact of reality’ they get sucked in to thinking that it is true and cannot be changed. They prove their truth and it is reinforced within their reality by proving the fact that what they believe in is their truth. That is why it is so important to take your focus off the material-physical world.  Everything is a drama game, every person is acting out their masquerade story. Every person is painting their picture, their life usually with only black and white paint. Even those the zebra has creative patterns, it is still black and white. Humanities story games, their picture pallet is only that relates to their beliefs, which becomes their ‘proven fact of reality’. It is all a lie, it is an illusion. 

The Dualistic Black and White Zebra Thinks it is the I Am

When you say, think, believe, feel anything after the word ‘I am’ it becomes your reality according to the amount of emotion or feeling you attach to it. Eg. I am broke, I am abundant, I am healthy, I am sick, I am tired, I am fit etc. the difference is that the ‘I am soul’ always stays pure –  it is already abundant, worthy, loving and healthy - it has no needs or wants other than to expand and inspire its consciousness.  The soul creates aspects to play the games to experience life, the human aspect is just that, playing out a certain character game in order to discover the grander part of self in this lifetime. The ‘I am human’ thinks it is the ‘I am’ period and can only see the game being reinforced by their ‘proven fact of reality’. That game becomes ingrained and seductive, manipulative and corruptive that is filled with conspiracies, prophecies and predictions.  The human’s hypnotic beliefs act out what it believes in and what it feels via your experiences. In order to change that belief state is to change your perceptions on how you see the world and that every ‘proven fact of reality’ is nothing but a story game, often dramatic, but a masquerade game, that you are separate from God, but in fact you are God acting out these certain dramatic story games in the name of experience.

So how do you really convince yourself to feel and think on a different level? 

Everything you see with your 5 senses in your ‘proven fact of reality’ is an extension of you of what you believe, feel and think about yourself.  You give yourself experiences to confront the issues that are keeping you stuck. If you see these experiences as bad, you are dwelling upon the unpleasant conditions of the material world and these will enforce you to stay within your ‘proven fact of reality’ state – being stuck and stagnant. When you see the joy, the gift and the blessing in an event and when you honour and accept that experience, then the wisdom of that event will uplift your consciousness. When you gain insight, inspiration and wisdom from having a certain event that is when that aspect has come home. That aspect returns not with the heavy wounds, but with the wisdom of experiencing that scenario. Every time you have experiences to where you discover the wisdom within the event, the notches within the ‘spiral of awareness’ will get further apart. The time between other unpleasant events, will be longer and the depressed time of suffering will shorten. Over time there will be every few notches in your growing ‘spiral of awareness’ and the down time of suffering will nearly instantly be released. Eventually, you will just feel the event and instantly release it, to where you will not feel any of the suffering side-affects. It will become automatic when you are aware to feeling energy. These experiences are your aspects knocking at your door, for you to open up that door, to welcome them home, which is stuck energy seeking release.  One day, there will be no more aspects to knock at your door, there will be no more unpleasant experiences as you perceive them now, because all the wounded lost and lonely aspects have returned, because you are at home in your safe now moment space to allow these aspects to be embodied through the deep breath. That is when you will feel safe to release, to bring home these lost and wounded aspect so you can rechoose new potentials instantly.

Look at the Other Side of the Coin

Just as the ‘I am soul’ has everything and doesn’t need anything because it is already there, at your feet. You can’t see it because you are focusing on the details of lack in your material world. You are looking are the tarnished human coin instead of looking at the other side of the coin, the pure divine coin.  You are the ‘I am soul’ expressing itself in and through your human body, so why do you need anything?  You only lack something when you dwell in the outer world, it distracts you from looking within, to bring in what you need in the moment. It is waiting to come in, it is in its invisible state waiting to manifest when you feel you, the physical vessel is worthy enough to have it.

It comes down to the bare fact that you must LIVE that you are the ‘I AM SOUL’ and that your ‘proven fact of reality’ is your story lie. It comes down to believing, feeling, knowing that you are the ‘I AM SOUL’ – it is already WORTHY, LOVING, JOYFUL and ACCEPTING TO CHOOSE LIFE, to EXPRESS ITSELF IN YOUR LIFE. It comes down to whether you feel the ‘I am human self’ is worthy, loving, joyful, accepting enough to choose life and to express itself in your life through you - to allow the ‘I am soul’ to be expressed in and through your human entity.

Stop the Excuses

‘So I say…Everything out there is an extension of me. Everything that I have created is a reflection of me.  Whatever I see in, is a reflection of what is within me.  If I see something pleasurable and beautiful that is also within me because I created that from what is inside me. If I see something that I perceive as to need improving or bad, that is a part of me that I am judging with a 3D mind-set.  If I don’t like something then do something about it – paint it, improve it, but I say that I don’t have the……time, money...whatever.. …STOP THE EXCUSES…STOP THE BUT’S…JUST STOP’

Are you feeling the worthiness to give yourself that pleasure, to experience that pleasure… you are putting your focus on the excuses of having something that you perceive as untouchable or can’t change with your ‘proven fact of reality’?

Through acceptance of the experience that your house is not renovated and that your garden is not finished and that you are in debt or that you aren’t attracting clients to you, know that this is your ‘proven fact of reality, but it is not your truth, it is a story lie. Be responsible for your creations and be the master of your life, be the manager of your aspects and be the expression of you the ‘I am soul’ truth. Your truth is that your house is renovated, your garden is finished and you are not in debt, and you are the standard example for your clients, you the ‘I am soul’ has everything. Take your focus off your material or ‘proven fact of reality’, know that you the ‘I am soul’ is worthy, abundant, joyful and healthy etc and invite that aspect in and bring that new identity of self into your reality in that moment.

What Beliefs are Sabotaging the ‘I Am Soul’ to Come In?

If you see or feel that you can’t or don’t have something - address it, accept it, honour it and let it go

Look at the other side of the coin, not the tarnished human side, but the pure divine side – see and feel in your imagination that you can and do have that desire because you are allowing your ‘I am soul’ to be expressed instead of what your ‘I am human proven fact of reality’ states or dictates, which is your story lie.

When you step into and go out into the material world be aware of what you are feeling, be aware of the influence of the MC sheep that can suck you back into their ‘proven fact of reality’. Keep going within, into your safe space – the I AM THAT I AM and bring that energy into your reality. That is your authentic nature – everything else is a lie.

Another Stumbling Block is the Mind 

The mind doesn’t know beyond what it knows – it can only relate to the ‘I am human’ state of the ‘proven fact of reality’ and through ‘figuring-out stuff’ and performing to be the perfect super human.  It doesn’t know what things will look like or be like if the ‘I am soul’ brings in that expression because it is out of the mind. Lack of trust and believing that it could bring in something unpleasant is nothing but a fear and a lack of trust, but because it is a belief and you dwell upon that ‘proven fact of reality’ condition you will create that fear, doubt, lack limitation and what you mistrust in. Know otherwise - believe that you will no longer bring in the disease, the punishment, suffering, hardship, lost, lack, effort, struggle, pain and hurt in order to learn from these experiences. Trust and know that what you choose to create will come with ease and it can be pleasant if you choose it to be joyful.

Look at your experiences- choose your beliefs –is it hard, difficult and long-winded that is filled with obstacles and delays or it is simple, easy and instant in that now moment?

The mind doesn’t know how to heal the body of cancer when all it can see is the dis-ease.  The mind doesn’t know how to bring in financial abundance when you are out of work and you are in debt. All the mind can see is the fear, doubt, lack and limitations within the 3D ‘proven fact of reality’.  All it sees is that 6 billion other people do believe in the same fears, lacks, limitations and conditions.  That is why you have to get out of the mind, because it doesn’t know what it will look like because the mind hasn’t experienced it and nobody else has either.   The mind can only bring in what it knows and that is about your past wounds and failures – it brings that into your future. The mind is very limited.

'Tomorrow is always fresh - there are no mistakes in it, if you choose to release the old' 
 Don't carry yesterday's sunset baggage into a tomorrow's new dawn!

Get out of the mind of your ‘proven fact of reality’ and invite in and trust your ‘I am soul’ to express beyond what the mind knows and understands. Are you daring enough to invite your essence in to play within you, to trust your ‘I am soul’ to express the unknown in a new way? The sabotage is the agenda, is the expectation of what the unknown will look like.  Another sabotage is the fear of getting out of your comfort zone - it is loosing your point of comfort, completing your cycle, your story, the extinction of your journey and the fear of change and of what comes next, the unknown.

Be open, be aware to everything that knocks at your door.  Look at every coin, turn it over and look at the other side, not just the shiny side, but the tarnished side. Be at home in your safe now moment space to know if something is knocking at your door. Be willing to open the door of opportunity, stay in your safe space in the moment and breathe.  Feel the energy, discern its quality. Release it if you don’t want it.  Play with it for a while if you do, but eventually all energy seek resolution, so release that too, and choose something else again to play with.

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Articles on Depression and Cycle Patterns

The many articles below were written about the Cycles of Depression, Cut Through Cycle Patterns, Clear Old Barriers and Severing a Relationship

Once again I randomly chose 3 images via numbers and I feel what this topic is about and what needs to be addressed with the conditions on what is going on around the world at this time.

Because the articles are extensive and long I have just listed the title about each article.

 

Cycles of Depression:
Cycles are Natural as All Energy Flows Through the Same Door - Part 1
The Addiction of Mental and Spiritual Depression - Part 2
Disguises Itself as an Emptiness During the Ascension Process - Part 3
Accept Your Low Times and See the Joy in Depression - Part 4

Cut Through Cycle Patterns:
Cut Dense Material Pattern and Expose Repetitive Conditions - Part 1
The Low States Gives Momentum to Rise to the High Waves – Part 2
Choose Your Patterns with Openness and a No Routine Plan – Part 3

Clear Old Barriers:
Avoid Using Old Tools to Break Through Sealed-in Perceptions – Part 1
Old Primitive Tools Cannot Bring In New Potentials – Part 2
 

Sever a Relationship:
Different Scenarios of Cutting-off the Hand That Feeds You

 

All these articles has its own picture images

You can read any of these 70 plus articles at  The Who Am I Formula website  

The Wisdom Discovered

My article on Depression was the realization that my separation and divorce during 1999 was the start of my ascension process.  The depression and suicidal feelings were horrendous and this left an empty low isolated state of deep despair. This began on Valentine's day -14th February 1999.  It was in September of that year that I met Doug and it was then when we were introduced to the 1st Crimson Circle channels.

In March 2009 I went through a very short state of depression, not long after I wrote the articles on depression – it was just one day, but that day was  just as distressing as it was in 1999, but this time it was over financial concerns instead of a relationship separation. I felt that nothing was working and that is true if we look within the old system. It was through this depression that I came to realize that no one can really help me, advice me or do anything for me if I choose to be the master of my life.

“I Am Alone, but I Am Never Alone”

At the end of this depressive cycle was the realization that during any distressing period is when I truly  feel alone from all entities, all humans and closed-off from my family and friends. When I was distressed I did feel separate from my own divine essence and I did feel that nobody and nothing could give me answers that I wanted to hear.  When I looked outside of myself there were loads of mental problems and limitations that only brought in fear, doubt and uncertainty. I knew that other people couldn't help me because they would only give me their opinions, which is their beliefs that I probably wouldn’t resonate with anyway.

I knew that if I did what others suggest – I would disempower myself and if they gave me emotional-financial support it wouldn’t resolve my issue either. When I looked within, nothing was there either at that time and that combination of realizing that I was alone on the  outside and I felt alone and spiritual numb on the inside, this made me even more anxious and angry that pushed me into a deeper feeling of isolation and rage.   During this process I knew that I would still have to address my challenges – nobody can do my work for me.  I am the only one who can release my story, no body can do that for me and yes, some may support me, but really I am alone when it comes to unfolding that task. 

By the end of that short cycle, the wisdom on the event came in. The feeling of isolation was just a game, its was an illusion of feeling lost and alone when in that state of despair.  I was living out a belief that I am separated, isolated and alone. The joy is the realization it is up to me to do my work for myself, to release my beliefs and my story game - nothing and nobody can do that for me. In reality, I have only got myself left to rely on, not my mind for that doesn't know beyond what it knows, but to bring back my essence that felt so numb – that part of self that seems to be kept out there .... somewhere .... that I have pushed away thinking that it is still outside of me. This part of me was waiting to integrate fully with love and trust. 

Religions for so long stated the need for humans to pray, to rely on and worship a God outside of self.  New Agers knew that a God was within, but it was out there – to breathe it in upon request – often only in the quiet special times.  That Divine God-Self is not out there, it is not to breathe it in now and then – it is always within, but it is ME, it has been invited in, integrated in and it is part of me to experience life - continuously, not just now and then, but always.  It is always up to me, my conscious self to realize the dynamics of my own essence - that my divine essence is ME, the I Am That I Am. The joy is the understanding and wisdom gained – that I only have MYSELF, my integrated facets and aspects to rely on – it is me and the grandness of this is that it was the letting go of the dependency of anything outside of me.

The joy of depression was just that - to discover the wisdom, the gift and blessing held in the experience. 

A few days later Tobias’s shoud was on “It doesn’t matter”.

With Love and Blessings

Pamela Skuse
Artist, Writer, Found and Director of the The Who Am I Formula


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